Shhh.......Its a Secret

How weird! Jus when i was wanting to let my hair down and relax.....thts when i realized that this week has been the heaviest on me work-wise. And to top it i hav to go to office tomorrow, despite it being a Saturday! :( Never mind i m not goin to get bogged down by work coz the highlight of the day still remains......that my guy is gonna reach mumbai tomorrow evening! And this time he's not gonna go back.......Yipppeee i cudnt hav got any better gift on my b'day from god. Thank you god, i really want to take this opportunity to thank him for being so kind on me. Anyways to freshen up my mind as well as my memory......i present to u a tag on my secrets. Btw i was tagged by Solitaire so here i go with my 10 secrets:

1. My first crush was in class IV, I fell for this cute guy who was my competitor for the first rank! Yeah i was a rank holder till class VIII and thts where it had to end! :-)

2. I hate insects (of all kinds and shapes)....now that's not a normal statement coz if there's an insect in a room i simply refuse to enter it until and unless it has not been removed or killed.

3. Although i m a very talkative person not many ppl know tht i love spending time by myself....blogging, reading or simply listening to music.

4. I enjoy shopping by my own....many ppl may find it strange, but i do not prefer goin with anyone coz i love to shop on my own terms and conditions. Which cud mean i may wander around a mall for hrs together and still not end up buying anything or it cud also mean tht i shop for jus an hr and end up buying stuff i cud never think of buying. :-D

5. I dont hav any vices. (no smoking, drinking, chocolates nothing at all...) But i jus cant think of living without ppl who i m completely dependent on which includes my parents and my bf.

6. I hate the smell tht comes from the mouth of a person who smokes, it jus drives me up the wall!

7. I hav serious telepathic connection with my mom, to the extent that most of the times v end up saying the same thing! Now thats kinda cute yet scary....

8. As strange as it may sound....i got a very strong gut feeling when i met my guy for the 1st time. It almost felt perfect and i knew he's the one for me! (and this was when we both were just 14!)

9. As a child I used to find calamities very exciting, i often dreamt as to how it wud b if the train tht v were in met with an accident or hw exciting it wud b if i cud see a volcanic eruption in front of me. Its really bizzare but its true!

10. I love singing.....now thts not a secret for ppl who know me! But i hav this innate ability to memorize any song which i like, by listening to it jus twice or thrice. I hav been singing on stage from the age of 2 and a half yrs! In fact ppl used b shocked to see a little girl who cud sing an entire song (correctly) without havin any access to the lyrics. :-)

That's it from my side. I m not tagging anyone coz i know not everybody wud b comfortable sharing their innermost secrets here! But if u feel u can then jus go for it.

My Happy Day is JATC!

Was not in any specific frame of mind to write something so i m simply posting a few happy pictures since my happy day is jus around the corner (jatc)! So cheers to all my lovely friends.

Jus wanna chill this weekend with my guy, my family and friends!

Happy for the fact that my guy is relocating to Mumbai at last!

And ofcourse i am getting the chance to celebrate my b'day with my guy after 7 long years so i m completely ecstatic!

And last but not the least want all my friends to be happy for me and otherwise as well!

Weekend Ahoy!

I m hooked and booked for this weekend and the two weekends to come! That makes me feel so busy and calm....(atleast i dont hav to find out ways to spend the weekend). Well to start with i hav a party to attend this evening i.e. in an hour to go! Tomorrow i hav a dinner invitation from Radio Club. The only thing thts irritating me right now is an eye infection :( But i m not letting it come in my way for sure!! I will make the most of this weekend without any doubts.

Then we go to next weekend....and thts goin to b a real special one coz its my BIRTHDAY and to top it my guy is gonna b there too.....Yipee i cant wait for this week to pass!!

Talking abt the last weekend of June i hav an invitation from a friend who recently got married. He's throwing a wedding reception sorta party for all of us! So thats my plan for the coming weekends.....and tht makes me feel like skipping all the week days tht are to come! :-) And wish u all a very Happy Weekend! :D

Congratulations its a tag!

I got tagged by Vrij and enjoyed doin it thoroughly so here it is.

I am: a no nonsense kinda cute and loving girl. *batting eyelashes*

I think: too much!! My guy can vouch for this one.

I know: that I can do so much more in life, but i m too lazy to make that effort!

I want: all my loved ones to be happy, and a lot many things....which is difficult to mention here.

I have: lots and lots of love and compassion in me and i like that in me!

I wish: that people dint hate each other and kill others in the name of religion or any pretext for that matter.

I hate: double standards, hypocrites, ppl with too much of an attitude.

I miss: my grandpa coz i had so much to learn from him but god dint give me the time to do so :*(

I fear: death and anything that gives rise to an unpleasant atmosphere.

I feel: that v can do a lot more than what v do coz v humans hav a habit of underestimating ourselves!

I hear: "I Love You" from my guy every time he calls me and that makes my day....

I smell: good at any given point of time coz i love perfumes and deos. Btw i hav quite a delectable collection of them.

I crave: to go on a vacation right away! I m jus so bored of routine.

I search: for the answers of the innumerable questions tht keep comin in my mind every now and then.

I wonder: if i can ever see the whole world! (coz i really want to c as many places as possible)

I regret: nothing so far, coz i hav this policy of havin no regrets in life!

I love: my family and my honey, my one and only bf.

I ache: at the sight of people and their sufferings.

I am not: diplomatic, shrewd, complicated.... (jus not in my system)

I believe: i can fly.....dint know wht it meant, jus said it coz i like tht phrase.

I dance: to rewind and to enjoy the music i m listening to.

I sing:most of the times coz i love music.....and once upon a time i wanted to bcome a singer!

I cry: a lot....anything can make me cry (doesnt matter whether its a sad thing or a happy occasion)

I don�t always: listen to what ppl tell me.

I fight: with my mom and bf the most!

I write:on my blog to de-stress and express myself.

I win: most of the times while arguing with my guy.

I lose: my mind when i dont like what i m seeing.

I never: like to be in tricky situations. (i m sure nobody likes to)

I always: give the "best of me" to everything that matters to me.

I confuse: myself most of the times!

I listen: to whatever my mom says coz she has an excellent judgment.

I can usually be found: at my office or my home. Where else can i be!

I am scared: of losing things that mean a lot to me.

I need: loads and loads of love from everybody.

I am happy about: the fact that i hav ppl like my parents and my guy in my life. I so absolutely love them.

I imagine: me and my bf as a 60 yr old couple sittin and reminiscing the old times. (i find tht so totally romantic)

I tag:No one. As usual i want ppl who liked this tag to do it on their own!

Rain Drops Are falling on My Head....

Talkin abt the weekend that jus passed by.....Saturday was gud and Sunday was not so gud! So lemme start with wht i did on Saturday. I was waiting for the day to start rolling coz i had planned a nice day out with my parents. The rain dint even leave a single chance to mar my plans (see the pics below to know how), but ultimately i succeeded....

First we had an early lunch and went to Hotel Marine Plaza on Marine Drive to shop coz there was this Sale goin on there of "Brands for less" which had brands like Bebe, Armani, Gucci, Gap, Chloe etc etc. But i was sad tht this time they dint hav lingerie (read Victoria's Secret) . :-( Anyways dad got a few shirts of Armani and i got around 3 t-shirts. :-) And then v proceeded to see Sarkar Raj at Inox. The movie was not as gr8 as i had expected it to b but i did like the performance of the whole Bachchan Family. After all "Its all about loving ur family" :-D Anyways on our way back we stopped at a store called "GRAB" which has all the brands one can think of! And the best part is they hav a whole year around discount of 50% - 70%! How cool is tht! So i got two kurtas coz my mom stopped me from buying anything more. But i was happy with wht i got. :-)

Then came Sunday.....it kept raining thruout the day and by afternoon the roads were flooded again! So my evening plans got completely disrupted. :-( But the stubborn gurl tht i m, i had not given up as yet! I called up a friend of mine and we decided to go to the nearby Cafe Coffee Day to sip on some hot coffee.... but alas on reaching there we realised tht it was closed. :-( So we ended up goin to a restaurant near CCD and had some chicken soup. It was already 9 p.m by the time we got done wth the soup and chit chat, so we left for our respective homes. And tht was the end of my weekend! All in all it was not tht bad i wud say!

Its Tag Time!

Off late my blog had started to look very sad and melancholic�.So I decided to break this mould with a tag! I was tagged by Macadamia, so here I am with the six quirks of mine�. (had a tough time thinking abt them)

1) I wont call it a quirk but according to my guy this does qualify�so the first one is tht I get affected by things too soon and sometimes its not even related to me in anyway!

2) I hate it when ppl walk on the streets as if they hav jus had a heavy dinner and hav come out to take a stroll! Go and walk in a park if u gotta walk at tht speed, there r ppl who r out for work�..jus gets on my nerves!!

3) If I am alone at home I generally talk to myself and the things around me so tht I don�t get tht feeling of being alone! :-P

4) I cant deal wth ppl who act dumb but r actually not! Jus cant handle fake ppl�and if I do happen to come across somebody like tht then my sarcasm gets the better of me!

5) I hav cold perpetually 365 days of the year! (there is some soul connection between me and flu). Yet I eat ice cream, I wash my hair at night and then crib as to why I caught cold! :-D

6) When I am in a mood to read something tht I like say a book which I m really interested in, I don�t get up from a place until and unless I haven�t finished reading it. I hav read all the Paulo Coelho books within 2-3 hrs of getting them! :-)

Had a nice time doin this tag....and life is slowly comin back to normalcy! I m planning to see Sarkar Raj this weekend, will write a review after seeing it. I hope its good....wud rather say it better b good! And btw i m not tagging anybody...however anybody who doesnt mind revealing his/her quirks can take this up!

The Ugly Face of .....

Note: This post may sound disturbing to some (really sorry abt tht), but i had to write it coz i wanted to get it out of my system.

This definitely has to b one of the worst weekends i hav ever had! And the worst part is tht i was all alone at home....I had jus stepped down from my bldg on Saturday evening to get some work done, and thts when i saw the security man scurrying down the pathway to close the main gate. I was too busy playing wth a cute Beagle who lives in our bldg, to see wht had happened. When i started to leave i realised tht the gate was locked from inside. I immediately asked the security guy as to why had he closed the gate and thts when he told me wht had happened, a man had apparently jumped to his death from a top floor. I cudnt believe wht i saw, a person was lying on the ground wth his face down, his shirt drenched in blood....I dont want to go into further details coz i dint hav the guts to see anything more than this. I left the bldg to finish my work coz i knew tht this was jus the beginning of an evening which wud stretch really long coz this was a police case now....

By the time i returned the speculation was over as to who the man was....It turned out to be our very own society doctor who used to visit the dispensary tht we hav on the ground floor everyday. Saturday was one of the normal days...except for tht he had arrived much b4 his usual timing (which is 7 p.m) and nobody had seen him after tht....The strangest thing is hw the body was identified.....as soon as the police arrived and started their investigation the first step was to identify who the man was. It was difficult to identify the body coz his face was smeared with mud as the grass was freshly watered. So the next thing was to call a doctor in order to check if this man was alive or not...and thts when the security said tht our own doctor had arrived sometime back so its best to call him. His number was dialed and thts when the inevitable happened....the phone tht was ringing was right there in the dead man's pant pocket. And this solved the mystery of who the man was, he was indeed the society doctor.

Nobody cud hav ever imagined tht a man of his stature cud think of committing a suicide coz we never saw him unhappy or upset. He was of a very calm composure and he was a very nice human being. But as they say its impossible to knw whts goin on inside somebody's head....and so we never knew and will never knw as to wht drove him to this point of no return. I dint take long to decide tht i had to leave my flat as soon as possible coz i knew i wudnt b able to spend the night alone. I called up a friend who stays nearby and went over to her place. I was trying to understand wht cud b the reason behind such a drastic step especially when he had jus married off his eldest of the two daughters 3 months ago. The reception was grand and i can still remember the contentment on his face on tht day! Why wud anybody want to kill himself when he's only 57 and has another daughter's responsibility on him. I still cant forget the way his elder daughter shrieked on knowing tht her father was no more. I cant forget how his wife was crying inconsolably.....This is the first time in the history of our bldg tht somebody has committed a suicide. This is something which will definitely haunt me for quite a few days to come...Thankfully my parents r back today and i can relax a bit now....i need time to recover....Hopefully i will soon!