Its been 2 days since he left, his boss cannot believe that he has actually gone back there without me! She's like "How can u leave your wife all alone?". Well, if getting a visa was so easy i would be there with him already. No news from the British High Commission till now, i don't know how long is this wait going to last. Everything else depends on my visa status so it is obvious that i am on tenterhooks.
Anyways, i got back to work yesterday, felt really good to get such a warm welcome from everybody. Loved the way everybody was excited and kicked to know about how things went. I enjoyed telling them the little incidents that occurred before, after and during the wedding. :) But somehow i have begun to get this feeling that i don't belong here anymore...may be coz i know that i am not gonna be here for long.
My CPU is gone, one of my colleague took it coz his CPU crashed a few days back. Now what am i supposed to do about that? I don't know anything, i need my CPU back, that's it! As of now i am working on another colleague's PC coz he's not gonna be here for sometime to come. Feels so stupid, i want my desk back. *sobs*
Ok enough of drama, i really want to quit this place...not bcoz i don't like it anymore, but more so coz i don't feel like working. I am so not in a mood to work, at least for sometime to come. I want to be woken up by sweet kisses from the hubby, i want to cook breakfast for him...i want to see him off to work at the door by giving him a kiss wherever he wants.
I want to laze around at a place which i can proudly call my home. I want to decorate my home with all that i want....i want to explore the little streets and alleys of London and come back home to share my experiences with hubby dear. I want to be around him when he gets back home from work in the evening, to share what went on at his work place. All that and so much more...when will i get to do all this!? :(
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