A Mixed Bag

I am wondering what should this post be about....coz there are a host of thoughts running through my mind at the moment. Should i talk about the lull that has gripped my dear blogville, or should i talk about the vacuum that has engulfed me and my life, or should i talk about work and my life in general! I think this post will consist of bits and pieces coz i can't talk abt any one of these thoughts running thru my mind as it may seem vague to some. And it might end up confusing some as well, which i definitely don't wanna do!! :P

Anyways, talking about the first thing thats running thru my mind; blogville seems to be getting emptier by the day. Its both sad and disheartening, all those people who i was comfortable with, all those who knew abt me and my life have either left blogville or have decided to write every once in a while. I know its totally their choice as to what they want to do in life, but for me its a painful process of weaning myself away from the blogs which i so used to love reading!! :( :( There is little that i can do to make myself feel better abt this aspect.

Talking about the 2nd thought, the lesser said the better! Thats bcoz most of my current blog friends may not be able to understand what am i talking about....i dunno if i can explain as to what kinda vacuum has sucked me into it!! Life seems to be in a sort of deadlock coz i dont really have anything to look forward to. I feel stagnant and don't really know what will help me get out of this phase. I wonder if this is just a phase? or is it goin to stay this way for a while!? Ok enuff of my questions, lets leave it at that coz i dont want to confuse my readers any further.

Coming to the 3rd bit, work and life in general. Work is going good, my boss is on leave for two weeks and i m supposed to take care of things in his absence which is both good and bad. Its good bcoz it gives me a chance to prove my capabilities and bad coz if anything goes wrong then i will b screwed!! Besides that, life in general is goin fine. My coming weekends are gonna be interesting, no its not a premonition....coz i know the exact reason why its gonna be good! ;)

Btw its been raining in Mumbai from the past 2 days and this has made the weather outside both romantic as well as dull & gloomy!! Talk about dichotomy in life. :) Anyways, its Wednesday already and i can't wait for the weekend to arrive. So have a gr8 week ahead all u wonderful ppl out there. *blows kisses*